it’s all the same shit. its not about being pretty, its not about getting what you want. its not about making things sound nice or poetic or smart. nothing can hide you from what you really are. what am i even saying? i dont even know what im saying right now. i just know i don’t wanna be feeling like this. i just know i don’t wanna be so afraid of your face in my mind, plastered there for FUCKING ever.