February 2012
48 posts
whats a tv series like: Nearly famous, Gossip Girl, Skins (british), so forth… HELPPP?
Chris I miss you a lot. I hope you are really happy right now and that things are going well and everything. Your piano playing just came onto my ipod. God I wish you’d send more.
in order to create something truly original i feel that maybe i need to let go of all the inspiration i get from others and think instead of what my abilities are and how i can make myself better at what i do. because if i am completely myself, in every essence than i will be original because “nobody is like me” in all the ways i am like myself.
“Part of the Deadmau5 logo was a grinning mouse head with oversized ears. He...”
I just want to start a revolution around something. i just want to DO something and do something fucking weird and different and ME and not care. i want to do BETTER
why have i not been to deadmau5 yet?ksdjhfgalskdjghlsdkjaghsldkjghslkjghslkjgh
it’s all the same shit. its not about being pretty, its not about getting what you want. its not about making things sound nice or poetic or smart. nothing can hide you from what you really are. what am i even saying? i dont even know what im saying right now. i just know i don’t wanna be feeling like this. i just know i don’t wanna be so afraid of your face in my mind, plastered...
I have been keeping myself really busy with school work. I have never really done this before but it kinda works.
at the moment I am trying to steer away from using the internet for facebook and blogging just to blog. I plan on making my tumblr more focused and less spontaneous from here on out. I need to make changes to my life if I expect it to be different then it is right now.
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Watchsomething really pathetic, its stupid but idk.
“A flower that blooms in adversity, is the most rare and beautiful of all”
– The Emperor in Mulan
I cried at least four times during Mulan
when you finish a movie… and you turn it off during the credits and the music just stops. it is so abrupt. there is no fragility to it at all. and in that moment you are jerked back into reality, left with your own story, and as always you are not sure what to do
January 2012
168 posts
